ik i haven't updated in a while but w/e i decided 2 2day. i've spent most of my time w/ sam or some of my friends. I saw sherry over the weekend and we went 2 the mall w/ sam. it seems like her summer is doin ok but i need 2 hang w/ her more. i'm hopin 2 practice my instruments more and i'm tryin 2 read more 2. i've been workin on jazz but i don't have any music that i really like playin but w/e. i still haven't seen my friends from school that much but that always happens durin the summer cause ppl usually just talk 2 me in school cause i'm there and then over the summer i never hear from them but w/e i gave up on carin bout that. i haven't seen my friends in RI and Southern CT that much but i get calls from them every day and it sounds like they're doin good but i do miss them a bit. anyways i think my bro is startin 2 realize that my rents treat me a lot worse then he thought but idk. some how he thought that my rents treated me better then they do him but in reality it's the complete opposite. i honestly can't wait 2 move out of here. man 2 more yrs....well almost 2 year and i've lived this fare. sam's and my yr. aniversary is comin up and i'm gettin him a knife cause he's been sayin that the other one was 2 small so he picked it out and all i need is someone 18 or older 2 go w/ us 2 pick it up. i really need a job though but i have 2 wait till i'm 16 and all which i need the money b4 then. but w/e. i'm gonna figure thins out. anyways as u can tell not much has been happenin this summer but w/e.

found this in tova's journal

Time started: 2:03pm
Full Name: Carol Lynne Anderson
Nicknames: Crystal, Kris
Single or Taken: Happly Taken
Sex: F
Birthday: 08/23/89
Sign: Virgo
Siblings: 1 older bro
Eye color: blue
Shoe size: 9 9 1/2
Height: 5'8"
What are you wearing right now: T-shirt and jeans
Where do you live: Windsor, CT
Righty or lefty: right but i can write w/ my left 2
Relationships: good i guess
Who are your closest friends? SHERRY BERRY!
Did you send this to your crush? sam'll read it
Best place for a date: idk
Where is your fav place to shop? idk
Do you have any tattoos or piercing: 2 piercins 1 in each ear and hopin 2 get more and hopin 2 get a tattoo 2

--favs--

Color: black and blue
Number: 7 or 3
Boys Name: uuuummmmm...................idk
Girls Name: again idk
Subject in school: math, band, science
Animal: dogs
Drink: idk
Sport: hockey :D
Food: idk chocolate or watermelon
Months: months in the fall
Band: Green Day
Movie: idk i don't watch many
Juice : oj
Finger: ring
Breakfast: cherreos
Aftershave/perfume:perfume but i don't wear any
Favorite cartoon character: STEWIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Have you ever-

Given anyone a bath: babies
Smoked: no
Bungee Jumped: hell ya so much fun
Made yourself throw-up: no i hate throwin up
Gone skinny dipping: nope
Been in the opposite sex's bathroom: nope
Eaten a dog biscuit: no
Got your tongue stuck to a pole: no
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: yep
Broken a bone: yep
Played truth or dare: who hasn't?
Been in a physical fight: duh
Been in a police car: yep
Come close to dying: i don't think so
Been in a sauna: nope
Been in a hot tub: yeah i love hot tubs
Swam in the ocean: not yet hopin 2 over the summer though
Fallen asleep in school: yep math everyday my freshmen yr
Ran away?: multiple time
Broken someone's heart: sadly
Cried when someone died: yeah
Flashed someone: no
Tried in school: yeah
Fell off your chair: yeah
Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: yep............i have no life
Saved AIM conversations: used 2
Saved e-mails: i think
Fallen for your best friend?: yeah
Been cheated on?: many times

First thing that comes to mind

Red: anger
Blue: ocean
Autumn: leaves
Cow: mooooooo
Greenland: cold
Cat: fat cat!
Nickel: idk a dime
Elbow: ouch


What is.. -----------?

Your good luck charm: my puppy
Whats your room like: clean 4 once
Last thing you said: smrt
What is beside you: my puppy and my cell
What kind of shampoo do you use? herbal essence
somethin that has happened to you this year: stared jazz?
Had Chicken pox: yes then hives
had Sore Throat: duh
believe in love at first sight?: yeah happeened once.......jake
Like picnics: not really ants r cruel
Like school: HELL NO!
What schools: idk
Loved anyone: yeah

Would you:---------------------------------

Eat a live hamster: NO i have 2
Go to a hanson concert: HELL NO
Kill someone you didn't know for 15 billion dollars: no
If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want to be there with?: Sam of course, sherry berry, todd, stacy, george, and mayb rick
If you loved someone and you were keeping something from them and it would hurt them if they found out, would you tell them: after a while yeah

Who Was the last person................

you touched? hit my bro
You massaged: sam
you kissed: sam
You yelled at: my mom
Who told you they loved you: sam
Is your loudest friend: Rick or Steve
Do you like filling these out: only when i'm bored
Do you wear contacts or glasses: none i need them though
Do you like yourself: nope
Do you get along with your family: nope never really have
Do you do drugs: NEVER
Have piercing below the waist?:no
Obsessive?: can b
Anorexic?: no
Depressed?: usually
Suicidal??: used 2 b

Final questions-

How many ppl are you sending this to: idk whoever reads this
What are you listening to right now: sam on the phone
What did you do yesterday: played video games w/ sam, played w/ oreo, practiced my clarinet and alto, read my book called "BoodBye and Keep Cold", yelled @ my mom and dad, talked on the phone
Hated someone in your family: hate most of my family
Got any awards: yep mostly school ones cause i don't play many sports
do you want to get married: yeah someday
Good actor: somewhat
Good Singer: nope i suck @ singin
Have a lava lamp: no my pets would break it
How many remote controls are in your house: 8 i think
Are you double jointed: no
What do you dream about: idk ppl ik that died (most recently)
time you showered: 11 AM
Last time you took a bath: i don't like baths i love showers though so mayb like 2 months ago?
The last movie you saw at the theatres: i don't remember
Scary or happy movies: scary!
Root beer or Dr.Pepper: I don't drink soda
Mud or Jell-O wrestling: jell-o?
Silver or Gold: silver on me but i love the look of gold
Diamond or pearl: diamond
Sunset or Sunrise: i like sunsets and i like 2 sleep durin sunrise
Phone or in person: in person
Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: youngest
Do you want your friends to fill this out and send it back?: w/e they want
End Time?: 2:20 pm


~love ya sam :-*